musings without glitter

sometimes, life really sucks, but no matter how much it may suck for me, there always seems to be someone whose life sucks worse. or maybe I just have better coping skills. maybe I'm just too stupid to refuse to give in when I've been beat. I don't know.

What I do know, is that I like to think I'm doing okay overall. or smart enough to know I haven't been beaten. I know that things are only as bad as I think they are. and things aren't that bad for me. I'm lucky overall.

I have friends and even some family. I have a purpose. I have a home. I'm loved and I love others. so I guess, overall, I'm doing pretty good. I wish I could help those who aren't.

anyways, I should go finish ironing my suit before this starts making sense.