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I just got off the phone with my father. He says that he is taking the step-monster and my step-sisters on a cruise for spring break and that I could come on certain conditions.
1). I can't be purple.
2). I must dress and act "as befitting a young woman of my social class" aka the step-monster gets to pick my clothes out
3). I can't embarass him. aka: I can sit in a lounge chair, order smoothies until I puke, read and do whatever my step-sisters want to do on shore excursions and never go into the discos, talk to people I am not related to, and generally be myself.
or he will buy me a katana.
even if Dr. McCoy loans me an image inducer for a week, I still couldn't be me. I couldn't have fun. why is he so ashamed of me? I've never done anything worse than his step-daughters.
I guess I'm getting a katana. I never thought I would feel this bad about something I have wanted for so long.
1). I can't be purple.
2). I must dress and act "as befitting a young woman of my social class" aka the step-monster gets to pick my clothes out
3). I can't embarass him. aka: I can sit in a lounge chair, order smoothies until I puke, read and do whatever my step-sisters want to do on shore excursions and never go into the discos, talk to people I am not related to, and generally be myself.
or he will buy me a katana.
even if Dr. McCoy loans me an image inducer for a week, I still couldn't be me. I couldn't have fun. why is he so ashamed of me? I've never done anything worse than his step-daughters.
I guess I'm getting a katana. I never thought I would feel this bad about something I have wanted for so long.
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Re: ...
Date: 2004-02-09 08:48 pm (UTC)From:*sigh* I never expected this from my father to be honest. I've always lived with my mom after they split, but he was there, ya'know? he was still around, still interested.
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Date: 2004-02-09 08:51 pm (UTC)From:I'm awake for a while yet, and am about to slip down to the music room. If you leave the glitter and Bowie in your room, you can join me. Promise I'll be civil and everything.
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Date: 2004-02-09 08:52 pm (UTC)From: