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I've been doing a lot of thinking recently. It's not something I like to do too often and I'm blaming Jono for this round of thinking.

1). I don't want to be scared. I don't want to run scared for my entire life. That's not a life, that's an existance.

2). I don't want to be like Sarah either. She's cool, she's nice, but she's hard. And not in a boney way either. I don't know how to not to be like her though if I take a stand.

3). how can we supposedly be working for peaceful co-existance when we hide in the school? I don't want to hide, it won't help anything and I'm sure it will hurt being purple in public (PIP ;) but I don't want to spend the rest of my life like a hermit.

I don't have answers, I just know that I can't live like this. I want to have a life, I want to be NORMAL. and that will never happen.

if I can't be normal in the non-mutant sense, then I think I should stop hiding.

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[x-crowdofone.livejournal.com]

Aha! Uncle Jamie Wants You for . . . uh . . . the thing I'm doing where I should probably think of a name for the group, where we're going to be junior mutant activists at people as soon as Kitty ropes me a couple of her ballet people so it's not just us. We're going to be not-hiding, and not-beating-people-up, and there'll be free food. :)

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[x-kitten.livejournal.com]

Oh, blast, forgot to tell you... well, you were being awfully distracting. Stevie emailed me a couple of addresses of girls she thinks aren't going to freak at us, or something. Come find me and we can set something up.

Clarice, I'm definitely with Jamie on this one. Join thoes of us working so none of us has to hide.

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[x-crowdofone.livejournal.com]

It's not my fault, you distracted me first by walking in the room looking like you. :)

But woohoo. Lunch? You, me, turkey sandwiches, chocolate milk, and dastardly plotting? And my best college try at not getting sidetracked?

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[x-kitten.livejournal.com]

*grin*

Sounds like a plan. :)