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I've been doing a lot of thinking recently. It's not something I like to do too often and I'm blaming Jono for this round of thinking.

1). I don't want to be scared. I don't want to run scared for my entire life. That's not a life, that's an existance.

2). I don't want to be like Sarah either. She's cool, she's nice, but she's hard. And not in a boney way either. I don't know how to not to be like her though if I take a stand.

3). how can we supposedly be working for peaceful co-existance when we hide in the school? I don't want to hide, it won't help anything and I'm sure it will hurt being purple in public (PIP ;) but I don't want to spend the rest of my life like a hermit.

I don't have answers, I just know that I can't live like this. I want to have a life, I want to be NORMAL. and that will never happen.

if I can't be normal in the non-mutant sense, then I think I should stop hiding.

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[x-blink.livejournal.com]

*nods* I wasn't trying to be mean, obviously your methods work. I just don't think they are for me...but I can't see a middle ground. do you?

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[x-marrow.livejournal.com]

You're asking me? No. But then again, I'm not in the habit of looking for the middle ground.

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want some glitter? you can scare Jono ;)

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[x-marrow.livejournal.com]

No. I can scare Jono perfectly well without glitter, thanks.